i learnt alot of things these few days.. all about life n love, *sighs* there will b time that we regret lots of things n there also will b time tat we were so happy but there will b time when we are sad, have u ever wonder y we regret ? coz we're too scared to face d truth n the only way is to regret n keep looking back like me but somehow i kinda let him go, not for another guy but for her .. its not tat im his gf or wat or maybe im just like a frd to him but i want to own him like SHE does so id do anythin but now somehow i dont know, things are so weird .. i dont know
i've did alot of wrongs lately not only this year but last year too .. but i really dont know, i feel like i cant stop myself from it, its like im addicted to doing wrong but i wanna stop it n i just cant n im so sorry to d dear ones ive hurt all this while.. im so sick of life all of a sudden like im dying anyhow or anywhat .. but i just cant bear to leave him, i love him i do .. i always do but i dont know, i cant breathe whenever i think of all my problems .. i cant seem to share it wif anyone .. what am i suppose to do ?
ahhhhhhhhh!! my life is a disaster, worst still CNY n valentine's day is coming n im feeling so guilty n miserable! pls God, help me!! i feel like dying ler, im so guilty, grrrrrrrr!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, sighs feel like sleeping now >.<
signing off
adelene
Resolution
ttn'