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Adelene
fifteen on 6th November
very vain
spoilt&pampered
naughty&mean
unpredictable mood swings
deeply in <3 with TTN obsessive
photoshop`addict
sensitive & emotional
Loves

him & friends
hanging out & chilling
white & pink & black & blue
music & party
fashion & designing
sunset & night view
talking on the phone & messaging
dancing & online

Hates

moodswings
depression
liars & fakers
betrayers & backstabbers
empty promises
studying & homeworks
loneliness
tiny creature that bites
being irritated & annoyed
wannabes & copycats
sluts & whores

Cravings

his lips
his hugs
7As in PMR
w900i
History

November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 May 2005 October 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006
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Friends

Adelyn
Gloria
Ngiap Li
One In A Million
Rachel Ooi
Tai Howe
Tianz
Yin Tung
Zanne

Links

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Credits

__adeLYN__
Adobe Photoshop
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Entries

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

today is his birthday, yeah still got 20 minutes till is 23rd .. happy birthday dear~! today i missed sport practise, didnt manage to go cause i wasn't really in the mood to even do anything, i seriously feel like jumping of the roof in school today but i really really tried to as happy as i can because it is his birthday and i just dont want to destroy this special day ..

u know, lots of things happened today in school, before school, at home and stuff, i dont know how to handle anymore, i have lost my faith in things.. like i dont know, im so confused, yesterday, i had an appointment with Pn, Sarimah, a counsellor in my school, she asked me to look for her Wednesday which is tomorrow and i'm really scared, i dont know what i'll do, what i'll say.. i m freaking out =(

i've tried moving on without going online and toubing my cellphone but somehow i can't, i miss him so much.. just now, i called him but then he doesn't sound like he's in the mood to listen to what im gonna say because i cried before i called him, i wasn't really in the nice mood now because the stress i'm having, it's not like the normal stress i used to have, it's like something is pulling me inside, to think of it, sometimes i can't even breathe, im like stucked, i cant breathe properly =( im so scared of bad things to happen .. its like everything is coming in order, the bad things of course =(

i wanna talk to him now but i dont know what to talk cause just now i was too emotional nd i dont know la, i just somehow kinda hung up on him and i guess he's sleeping now since he's going to college tomorrow, im just feeling really hurt and terrible now =(

i have to attend a thinking day celebration in school on saturday and there's two campfire going on this march and april, one is georgetown campfire, another one is summid camp which is in Kuala Lumpur, RM180 per person for d summid camp but i dont think im going because my dad said i have a function going on tat day so dont know la, when the date comes nearer only say la =( not really in the mood la .. just wanna update a blog today, a longer one

i just finish doing an assignment, it is reading this poem then make it to a letter, sounds simple but the poem is like "every single sentence also gotta check the dictionary" type, luckily my dad is free for me to ask .. and it's like so freaking hard, even my dad dont know, luckily i manage to finish it before my mum start to nag, my mum is cutting potatoes and banana at the kitchen to make the "bubur cha cha" dont know what u call tat, but it is the traditional cause chinese new year is coming to an ending, tomorrow is the last day already .. so sad =(

anyway, HaPpY 18th BiRtHdaY MarK BeRnArD MaPoThEr III!! u can officially "ahem" already, hehhe, muacks~ dear o dear i miss u so much u know~! really love u.. muacks .. and today is also THINKING DAY! =) guide's celebration, i know nothing about it anway .. im leavin, it's kinda late n im really tired .. take care and bye =)

- [[ adelene ]] -


..ade ttn'
11:40 PM


Monday, February 21, 2005

erg, im kinda havin depression .. i dont know, i cant eat, i cant sleep .. i dun have d urge to do anything .. i feel so lonely everynight .. i feel like crying everytime i look back at the picture i took with all my friends, i've hurt somebody without my knowing n i did smth really terrible to her when she's havin a problem but somehow i feel like dying .. is this some kind of balasan?

God, what should i do ? i cant take it anymore, i love u .. i miss u so much dear! really really much .. i dont know what will happen to me in the future but im just writing this blog to tell u tat im grounded for some problem n i cant go online tat often anymore .. sorry to everybody .. bye im leaving

[[adelene]]


..ade ttn'
11:05 PM


Monday, February 14, 2005

yippee~ i finally updated my blog .. kekkeke, on valentine's day ? oh well, yeah! :p its a special day but then nothing special happen la, happened on saturday n sunday d :p kekekke, im kinda feeling ok today ar, kinda happy kinda sad =/ dunno myself la, im staring at d prezzie i received on sat, sun n today, i dont know why rite, i feel so guilty after receiving their presents

im so tired ehh :( missing him so much, he's out to dinner with somebody oo, not to say im jealous but i just miss him ma =( *mwahzz* love u lots dear.. today in school, everybody is talking bout valentine`z day n stuff .. hehehe, well im not really into d valentine`z mood r, dunno y =(

oh yeah, today i received a box of white chocolate [my favz] a photo frame, a pendant, cute teddy bears n some handphone accessories[cute one tho] kekkeke :P i love white chocz alot! dunno y, itz more delicious den normal one n itz more fattening =/ hehehe, but well im not into any relationship now ler =) but well, im in love wif someone though ;) n he's my beloved bunny! n i've changed my blog`z layout, nice or not? kekekke, i chose dis coz itz more into d sexy part n its much nicer than my past layout so dull, so boring :X

well, u know bloggie, dere's few friends of mine not in ma school saying tat i got so bitchy after CNY >.<>

i mean i'd rather b told a lie then being hurt so badly with one truth, seriously ar.. i appreciate what everybody told me when i was really down tat day, i know tat if everybody is telling me all these for my own good, i know, n i'll always remember d advise u all gave me =)

n yea, thanks dan for d watch u gave me, its really nice n elegant .. maybe it`z not d swatch watch but it`s still nice n remember to wish crystal "happy valentine`z day" for me ar, i duwan her to come to me n say me bad for not wishing n all those bla bla bla if not ar, gonna "bash" u up in tomorrow's dinner!! ehehhe.. oh yea .. i drank a can of pepsi just now, so gassy ! >.< la ="P">.<~ *pembully tu* :P

To MBM3 => dear o dear =) muacks~ i know ur waiting to read dis, kekekke so m writing u dis to "impress" u, lol .. i know i know u are "thinking" of me kan ? lol, just jk bah honey! muacks, i miss u so much today.. maybe because ur too far away, n remember d spongebob's watch ? lol! i still remember im looking for it now, but still cant find d cute one tat suits u, but d omega one is still wif me ? want or not ? heheh, u know i wanna u tat i'll always love u .. always will =) i guess tats all for now ..

muacks~ good bloggie~ im leavin now, write ya next time, ciaoz

[[shawtie sex bytch]]


..ade ttn'
7:42 PM


Tuesday, February 08, 2005

to HIM -> sighs, im sorry dear, really sorry for hurting ur feelings, i dont mean it.. i nvr mean it! im so so so so so sorry,you know i lovee u alot, i know its my fault to accuse u n im really sorry, i was so confused >.<

haih, mixed feelings in me now.. dont know what to write, what to say, what to think, what to do .. tomorrow is CNY d, im still not having the CNY mood like bla bla bla stuffie >.< well ="(">.< lor ="(">.< GOD, help me! i feel like crying, like there's no one dere for me anymore =(

loging off
adelene


..ade ttn'
10:12 AM


Saturday, February 05, 2005

today, dis morning, i went out wif my bros n parents to take layer cake from some shop then we went to some coffee shop to eat, i ate "char-koay-teow" one of the penang's favourite, kekkekekke, thinking about it, my saliva is coming out now :p

hehe, after tat we went to my dad's friend's office to settle down bill n stuff n on our way back, i was listening to d radio, light n easy 104.40 for penang readers' n for d kl ones i tak tau la :P kekkekek, okie then rite, i was quarrelling with my bro then suddenly i heard a song thru d radio, i knew it was disney's song coz it was kinda familiar to me la, then i keep thinking, beauty n d beast? cannot b tat is celine dion n all those rite, then when the song finish, i wanted to listen to d title then my mum n dad keep yack yack n yack while my bros' arguing about games, i cant hear properly then suddenly when i reached home, i on d comp trying to look for dis song, the title just pop into my mind, i mean like i dun believe so i on bearshare to dl this song, " a whole new world " by vanessa williams, i tot i was going to b wrong then when i listen to it, i was like " OMG OMG OMG!! this is the song!! alladin soundtrack, no wonder so nice! " lol so funny :P until now rite, im still listening to it :p

after that, i went offline n went to my room, called markie n talk to him for a while then after tat i had a short nap coz my hp suddenly no credit cant call him, so i slept till 2 smth, suddenly my mum came into my room without knocking n shout " u go comp class, u know " i was like, duh! of course la, its my class not urs.. then i just wore my homeclothes there as i was wearing a skirt n a sleeveless blouse, but kinda formal la the skirt =) then i went to d class, met janice leong dere in ccc then we studied d same class wif d same teacher n all those la, after tat finish d, we went down, her mum was dere d so i went to eaton to buy tictac n smarties! so nice la, so long since i actually eat candies :p then my mum came, she took me to a shop, so we went shopping~ in this shop in island park, i tried lotsa shirts n blouses n jeans! but then ended up my mum bought two skirts n two blouses n i bought one halter n one shirt.. n oh yeah! i met caryn n carrie dere, a pair of twin in my class ;) they're so cute u know :P so so so cute! i wish i have twins too in d future :p after tat i called mark again coz i reloaded, he was in sunway pyramid shopping *lol* i teased him a lil bit! keekkekeke, after tat i went to a shop in bandar baru, MK's Fashion, nothing much there, i just bought some bras g strings n a bikini, d bikini was stripes black n white, the g strings are white, black, dark blue, red n grey! kekeke, n d bra colour *my fav part* 2 black ones, 1 grey n 1 red!! all also so cekap, tube was like the bikini kind, but then must tie =( cannot hook, well as u knw la, i dunno how to tie, i dunno wat to do next time if suddenly come off, *lol* let it b la hor ? :P

well after tat we went home n so here i am now writing this blog while waiting for markie to finish his movie :P n im going off to d kitchen now for my dinner

signing off
adelene [missingg markiee soo muchh]]
muacks!

PS: i love mark


..ade ttn'
7:40 PM



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