Adelene
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today is his birthday, yeah still got 20 minutes till is 23rd .. happy birthday dear~! today i missed sport practise, didnt manage to go cause i wasn't really in the mood to even do anything, i seriously feel like jumping of the roof in school today but i really really tried to as happy as i can because it is his birthday and i just dont want to destroy this special day ..

u know, lots of things happened today in school, before school, at home and stuff, i dont know how to handle anymore, i have lost my faith in things.. like i dont know, im so confused, yesterday, i had an appointment with Pn, Sarimah, a counsellor in my school, she asked me to look for her Wednesday which is tomorrow and i'm really scared, i dont know what i'll do, what i'll say.. i m freaking out =(

i've tried moving on without going online and toubing my cellphone but somehow i can't, i miss him so much.. just now, i called him but then he doesn't sound like he's in the mood to listen to what im gonna say because i cried before i called him, i wasn't really in the nice mood now because the stress i'm having, it's not like the normal stress i used to have, it's like something is pulling me inside, to think of it, sometimes i can't even breathe, im like stucked, i cant breathe properly =( im so scared of bad things to happen .. its like everything is coming in order, the bad things of course =(

i wanna talk to him now but i dont know what to talk cause just now i was too emotional nd i dont know la, i just somehow kinda hung up on him and i guess he's sleeping now since he's going to college tomorrow, im just feeling really hurt and terrible now =(

i have to attend a thinking day celebration in school on saturday and there's two campfire going on this march and april, one is georgetown campfire, another one is summid camp which is in Kuala Lumpur, RM180 per person for d summid camp but i dont think im going because my dad said i have a function going on tat day so dont know la, when the date comes nearer only say la =( not really in the mood la .. just wanna update a blog today, a longer one

i just finish doing an assignment, it is reading this poem then make it to a letter, sounds simple but the poem is like "every single sentence also gotta check the dictionary" type, luckily my dad is free for me to ask .. and it's like so freaking hard, even my dad dont know, luckily i manage to finish it before my mum start to nag, my mum is cutting potatoes and banana at the kitchen to make the "bubur cha cha" dont know what u call tat, but it is the traditional cause chinese new year is coming to an ending, tomorrow is the last day already .. so sad =(

anyway, HaPpY 18th BiRtHdaY MarK BeRnArD MaPoThEr III!! u can officially "ahem" already, hehhe, muacks~ dear o dear i miss u so much u know~! really love u.. muacks .. and today is also THINKING DAY! =) guide's celebration, i know nothing about it anway .. im leavin, it's kinda late n im really tired .. take care and bye =)

- [[ adelene ]] -

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11:40 PM