i dunno wat to feel, im feeling slightly miserable wiv the feeling of regret n mix some frustrations, hey its aight, its normal faw everybody to feel dat way, which i dun even think im normal like everybody .. i dunno y m i feeling dis way but it hurts, it seriously does.. =(
ma lyfe.. i suddenly felt is like im living dis lyfe faw somebody n not me,all my life, im trying to be a perfect dotter, a good frd, a better gf n a person who is good at both sides.. but i dun think dis is me, dis is nvr me.. its not wat i wanted all dis while, im just trying to satisfy ma parents .. trying to b somebody im not.. i felt so miserable today..
i nvr regretted things i did until today, my worst nightmare came to reality, the things im so scared to face.. examination=( *frowning*
examinations make me sick, now im feeling like ma leg is turning to jelly-like, lolx >.<>
now im sittin ere all alone .. wiv d music on so loud n ma dad in d kitchen taking his medicine, pity him, sorethroat n cough=( mwahx, lurve ya daddi *devil sayin:like la as if he'll hear u here* *angel sayin:dun teach her bad la, the thoughts dat counts* lolololx....
still sms-in wiv alvin.. hmmm, lol.. so lazy to type ler, so ciaoz, type another one soon =P
Resolution
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