oh well, i seriously got no strength to write my blog today but I just have to, don't ask me why, I'm so pissed and frustrated now. First of all, MY DAD signed the form for TX for me, and MY MUM don't agree to let me go because she thinks that BOYS ARE EVIL AND HORNY, I mean what the FUCK? This is REALITY la ok? What is wrong with going camp when there's scouts? NOT all BOYS are evil and horny la ok, she thinks that I'm that precious and all those crap, I mean, I don't wanna be perasan la ok, I'm PLAIN UGLY, who wants me? She's making it sound like I'm some kind of a goody goody girl trying to be bad, I mean c'mon la, I've been bad since who knows when, she's exaggerrating way too much bout those camps = =" she have prejudice on me going out with guys la after all, she's just too gender'ist! DISCRIMINATION towards GUYS which are NOT related to her, yes, MY MUM is RACIST too, I'm not saying bad things about her, but these are all FACTS, she's discriminate most malays and some indians, she don't like her daughter to have any guy friends = =" which I know she know i have a lot, so too bad for her. And, MY dad in the other hand is a better guardian than she is, he might be fierce at times, but he's cool, he don't mind me having boys as friends, just don't go overbroad as in like getting into a relationship and GIVE YOURSELF to them, I mean I do get myself involve in that but I don't GIVE MYSELF just like that, I mean, what the hell? must i give sex to get love? that's RUBBISH la ok. And my dad is really wise, I mean altho I don't do really good in exams, he always give me chance, and he never really scold me that TERRIBLE like most of my friends' parents la. He's just giving me encouraging words and stuff, but I don't take that for advantages, i DID try my best in all my exams. Altho I said I don't study, but I do go over my books, memorizing stuff, trying hard to score my best for it. I don't give things up easily, but that's for something la. Sometimes I do give things up for their own good, for my own good too.
OK, let's get back to the whole camp thingy, my DAD allows me to go for it, but he gotta work, he can't always fetch me here and there right? I'm just asking my mum to do the slightest favour ever to just drop me in school earlier tomorrow, and she's saying stuff like, " I didn't agree to let you go, your dad signed the form, ask him fetch you la", "After this camp, surely there's many more activities wan, sign sign sign only, later you'll bring home a stack of form for your dad to sign", and " You just don't wanna stay at home, always finding a way to get out of the house". HELL YEAH! I agree with the last sentence, I mean who wants to be at home when she's always there to nag nag nag and NAG at me? pathetic la. She's always saying the same thing, and sometimes I just have this feeling of leaving home. It's so miserable staying home, I don't mine my father, I mean he work and yes, he can scold me, HE HAVE the rights to,my mum on the other hand is carefree, she dont work, she is STRESSLESS, why the hell must she even scold my maid or me and my brothers? she's psychotic la = =" hate her so much till now, arghhh!
Whatever la, no matter what, I'm going to sch early tomorrow, it's either she wanna fetch or not, I'll still have Regina to fetch me. At least that's I think. HAHA, that's my first laugh in this post, I can't seem to laugh, I kinda miss Mou Jian, haha, for the past few days la, he was always online with me, SMS with me, haha, I mean, DON'T GET ME WRONG la, haha we're just friends, we're both greedy pigs for testimonials *evil grins* OMG i shouldn't have said it, HAHA he'll kill me. wait let me see, he'll deny it and say it's untrue.hmmmm. haha surely wan le lol. Aiyer, lazy to type d. I'll type again later, or tomorrow. Anyway, gotta plan drawing my banner tomorrow or not i'll be like SO DEAD! haha.ciao *hugs* mwahxx!
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