hmmm.. my new blogskin =D Adelyn made it for me. Yes we share the same pronounciation in name. but mine is spelt as adeLENE lol. and yesss.. i love ttn =D my baby. my darling, my honey, my love, my teddy bear, my world, my life, my everything =D goshh.. i'm over talking bout him here. hahahmmm. ok. well
i miss him, ttn =)
A LOT !!
and err. haha
Yesterday I went to eat Sush King
with my cousins.
Awww. I love the unagi and salmon >.<"
but I'm kinda er, allergy to it.
So I didn't take much of it.
HAHA.
After Sushi King, went back home.
Online and SMS'ed.
oh. well that's my usual routine for the holidays.
My comp is still not back.
Urghh ! Damn !
I won't get to pass up my Graphics in time anymore.
I hope Yuh Ting don't kill me for that.
And oh yeah, i have a xanga for myself.
I know it sound err. creppy.
but it's just a nick. lol. haha.
Oh GOD, I can't take him off my mind !!
Helppp meeee !!
Actually I'm kind of confused.
but oh well, I'm not planning to write it here.
It's a so called QUITE personal =S
so I don't want end up people read it here
and go around spreading stupid rumours about it.
FUCK THOSE who did. =]
sorry for using vulgar.
I'm trying to cut down on it.
I NEED MY FREAKING COMPUTER BACK !
My brushes and fonts are all in there.
I can't do anything without using them.
Damn it !! Arghh !!
I hope tomorrow is not gonna be a disaster ='(
Stupid History Folio !
Damn I hate doing folios.
I <3>
LMAO.
HAHA.
oh wheeeeeeeeeee ! They [my friends which are guides/rangers]
are probably enjoying themselves in the Sri Inai's/Sri Pinang's
Gathering !
Goshh ! oh, Nigel didn't go tuition lastnight.
I KINDA miss him. HAHA.
Without his appearance in the tuition, it's kinda weird.
Very peaceful. Very quiet
and worst. nobody to crap with.
and we finished all our papers. haha in the tuition without him.
Teacher said, Nigel did better in the private tuition =S lol.
so we're better off without him?
he's better off without us ?
aww. I'm going to miss him if he's not coming to tuition anymore.
and hell. I FREAKING LOST MY CALCULATOR !
My mum is going to kill me if she finds out.
It's like the second or third calculator I lost.
Damn ! I must really recall where I last saw it.
SEE !! HE'S COMING INTO MY MIND AGAIN !!
awwwww. shoot ! ><"
Anyway I gotta go. byeeee ><
I've never felt this way before,
Before I've even met you,
I didn't know the meaning of the word '
love',
But ever since I met you,
My world become bleak; there's only you,
My every thoughts lead to you,
But I know
That you'll never look at me
the way I do,
I'm just a friend to you,
I'm always trying to impress you,
Hoping that one day you'll like me too,
But that's darn impossiple,
We're from different worlds,
I lead the life od the underdog; hiding in the shadows,
While you lead the life of a topdog
You got so many people falling for you,
I've been trying to fight myself,
To make the feelings go away,
But it only made me realize that,
No matter how hard I try,
These feeligs for you won't go away,
'cause you are the only one person
That has ever made me so weak inside,
The only person that I wanna protect
and hold in my arms forever...