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omg. i'm like super hell addicted to the show " Stairway To Heaven ". swt. you should watch the show to those who never watched before. It's like the saddest show I've ever watch. Why ?
I cried every single episode of the show. =.=" three episodes, i cried for for 2 hours and more. lol. lucky tomorrow it's not a school day or i'm gonna go school with a pair of puffy eyes. haha. anyway i found this really nice song lyrics in some site. but i dont know the title of it. sobs*
Even just for once, look at me.
Let me into your heart even just a little bit.
There's only one thing that I want...
Because you will always be my heaven.
Like a different person, you're so far away from me.
No matter how much I look at you, I can't touch you.
Like a sad dream in the dark...
It's a love that I cannot have.
Though I know it's not right...I
want to have it more than anything.
Watching you from far away...
Though I'm alive, it's like I'm dead.
Though you leave me, though you throw me away...
Be by my side for just one long moment.
So that my love which remains doesn't feel sad...
Put me in your eyes.
Just a little, so very little...
If you believe my heart...
Then even if I have tears in the memories I threw away...
I will love you forever.
awww. how sad can it be ? shessshh. I'm tearing again.
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Anyway. Leaving to Perlis tomorrow afternoon. Coming back Monday, Labour Day, school holiday. Sad =[
so won't be updating this few days.
updated my friendster's background.
wheeeeeeeeeee
much loves <3
ade___*heart* [TTN]
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11:56 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
hmmm. my movie is starting in 22 minutes. damn and here i am blogging again. haha. well yesterday, lots happened. after school, went to mcD to meet up with my friends FROM MY SCHOOL. lol then eat talk and hide. ZiXin and I walked back to school to tell Tiff and Regina that we're going to Japanese Garden to eat so we left to Japanese Garden after that. Meet up with Venne, Delphine, Sarah, Sara, Terresa and Ee-Mei. Ate there then went to the playground and play. Muahahaha. Sea-Saw and all the other playing thingy. I feel like a child again, everytime I go to a playground and start jumping here and there wanting to play everything. All my childhood memories flashed back. Awwww. being a kid was the BEST time of my life. well, now it's the BEST time of my life too 'cause i still have my baby with me. Hehe =)
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After that around 3 something, we walked back to school and ZiXin have to go home cause the dad is coming at 4, then me, Tiff, Regina, Venne, Sarah, Sara, Ee-Mei, Delphine and Terresa walked to Heng Ee. OMG the first thing we reached there, all the DALAT boys in front of us. So tall and some of them are
effing HOT. Well after a while, I saw the PFS team and saw Tze Yang, AND the DALAT boys started playing with err don't know what school, Air Itam I think. And PFS started playing with Sungai Ara. Gosh. I pity PFS. They lose, lol. Actually, it's none of my business. Hehe, still it's my baby's school. Gotta support = lmao. After a while, SXI's team came and I saw both of my son which BOTH of them claimed they didn't see me. And they saw Tiff.
WTF ? well, who cares ? I don't really. Then, Tiff walked to Han Chiang to take bus home and I left after a while too, with Sara and Regina. I reached school then walked to Japanese Garden to meet baby. Awww, there he was, so charming, so sweet, so adorable, so tall [=.=]
I FINALLY MET HIM AFTER 51 MISERABLE DAYS ! Tho, it was just a few minutes, I appreciate it=] then walked back to school to wait for my parents come fetch Regina and me.******
Nothing happened today. Hahah, I was at home the whole day. Too bad for me, but anything for my JACK JACK ! muahahah. Oh my God, the movie is starting in another 6 minutes. I better get going. LOL.
PS ; i
love &
miss my baby.
much loves <3
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ade __ *heart* [
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7:08 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
it's 12.12 am of 20th April 2006
here i am sitting in front of this stinking comp writing this. =(
everybody must be sleeping now.
sheeshh.
i just can't sleep and my dad wants me to offline soon.
been using comp so much lately.
urgh and my results.
SUCKED !
trust me.
i've never such a low marks for mathematics
and i'm a tutee now.
NEVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE HAVE I EVER BEEN A TUTEE K !!
worst of all,
my tutor is GERALDINE CHOW !that childish girl.i can't believe it =(
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oh forget about it
zixin didn't come to school err yesterday [thursday]
she was sick. VERY sick.
she never missed school. =(
i miss her so much.
and hmmmm, i didn't touch my homework at all.
copying tomorrow in school again.
hahaha. the normal adelene =D
lmao.
things' been changing so much lately.
well. at least i think so.
I am TRYING to study for PMR. and getting my MATHS work done.
ergh. trying is hard. trust me.
never be lazy like me.
i got like 2 assignments to pass up like next week.
and i didn't start at all. YET =S
wow. the PLAIN OLD SAME adelene AGAIN.
hmmmm. i'm sleepy shit now.
heh. leaving.
i love my baby, TTN.
forever ttn's.
..ade
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12:17 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
i fear
[x] the dark
[ ] being single
[ ] being commited (not married tho)
[ ] getting married
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[x] cats
[x] dogs
[x] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[x] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] germs
[x] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[x] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[x]death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[x] doctors, including DENTISTS!
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[x] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends/family
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[x] growing up
[x] being murdered in my sleep
i fear 37 out of 66 things.
wow.
lol.
i'm such a coward. haha
dumb me.
i love my baby so much.
aih `
wonder what am i going to be without him.
i miss him so bad tho` we're just message away.
haha. yes. he is online=]
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today. in sch. urgh !
the two indian b?tches complained to teacher that i scolded them using vulgar.
well. yes i did, but not in foul or vulgar language.
who asked them to b?tched bout me in the first place.
i hate people like that. damn !
but i love pn pragesh
she was just scolding me in front of them to make them feel good.
incase you don't two. the two indian b?tches are desperate.
we have this geography ' kerja kursus' going on and we have to walk road to road.
and teacher asked us to choose where we wanted to walk.
my group wanted jln terengganu but we got jln hamilton insteal. darn !
yeah and the two b?tches got jln free. why ?
lmao. they're desperate to see pfs boys.
aiyaa. they're already bald, what is there to see somemore ?
lmao but i still love my baby. hmmm. i wanna see him !
muaks.
hahh and shoot !
pn lilian called me the shortest girl in class =[
and then i joked asking her to apologise and i shall forgive her. lmao
its nice how teacher can play around with us. i love pn lilian tho she's naggy at times.
she's still the nicest teacher. same goes to pn kang ! i love them both.
why ? they don't bother to scold me even if i didn't bring or do their work. lol
i knw.i am evil. can't help it. anyway.
awww. pn kang's tummy is getting bigger. the baby must be adorable hmmm.
i love babies. i just am afraid to give birth.
freakyy.. haha
***
went to regina's brother's sch to eat just now. well. hmm i love eating.
but i need to lose weight. REAL BAD!
i'm seriously getting fatter day by day.
over eating. no no i don't eat chocolates ! i just eat oily stuff. lmao
i'm not perfect. nobody is. so tooo bad.
aihh. i need to get my seni done by wed.
yay ~ tomorrow is a public holiday. no school.
i love it ~ but i'm gonna miss zixin. aih.
lol.
that's all for now i think. my finger is bleeding again. shoot !
..ade
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3:04 PM
You're simply amazing..I've never had
anyone like you in my life... the way you
make me smile is just unbelievable<3
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